Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Motto


"Talk less. Listen more."

My new motto haha. It's hard though. I like to talk. I talk a lot. Macam kereta api laju dia. I'm too friendly sometimes, and so I talk talk talk. I'm also very defensive and like to guard my ground way too much. Instead of listening, I selalu lawan balik. Kadang-kadang tak ada point pun, tapi cakap macam I betul aje. I have to do something about that because it's not healthy! Believe me! I hope people won't be weirded out and think I'm depressed or something sebab tak banyak potpet. Haha I still laugh, talk, socialize and crack jokes a lot! I wanna listen more, not go mute lol.

Good day everyone! Breakfast jom, pekena kopi pekat sikit.

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

My answer to March 25th post

On that day, I wrote a post about making happiness a choice. In the third paragraph I questioned myself, "What defines happiness and how does one get to it?"

I think I'm somewhat there. Not quite there yet, but almost. In the past I used to believe that happiness is when problems are absent. Funny, when did life ever give us a hall-pass?

So what is happiness to me? I don't want some cliche answers like "it's when you come home to your family." I mean, that's happiness alright but that doesn't answer the big question.

I found two answers. One, having strong faith. Two, being free. 

I never lose faith. It was more of a habit to say "I lost faith" in things I wanted to give up on but then I realize that I never actually do. Accept fate whenever something goes wrong. It takes time to accept them, of course (I'm no Wonder Woman!). But I have faith in Him and I have faith in what is written. I believe that when someone possesses solid faith, nothing will knock them down. You will be more rational, calmer, wiser, stronger, more tolerant to sadness and all that sums up to happiness. Those who have faith in something (i.e. fate, religion), will always find his or her way back, no matter how far one got derailed. I was at my low points several times, denying what I shouldn't, but I'm thankful for my beliefs and thank god, all is well and I'm happy again.

Being free is happiness. Yup that's extremely vague. In my context, it is when I am free from being hold back, free from feeling like I need to impress the people around me, free from negativity, free from toxic environment, free to pursue the good, free to make mistakes and make amends, free to be human. It sounds like gibberish talk but read again and you'll understand what I mean. When I say "free to make mistakes and make amends" doesn't mean you are free to do evil and call it a mistake. Stop beating yourself up over your shortcomings. You must understand that. There is always a room for improvement, and He is forgiving. So free yourselves.

When you free yourselves, you'll start to see great opportunities that lie ahead, like I am! I apologize for not being able to explain it clearly because man, I suck at it. But if you do get my point, high five!

That's happiness to me for now. Who knows, tomorrow lain pula? :-) Semoga esok lebih baik dari hari ini.

The end

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Apple-picking

I had a wonderful weekend. We all went apple-picking at the Everett Family Orchard, about 15 minutes from Freddy town. I bought pure honey too that was harvested from the orchard.



Maddy, a beautiful retired racing horse

Having lunch on a child's wagon lol



Beautiful isn't it? I keep complaining about being in this small town. I wanted to be put somewhere closer, better, and bigger. Being a 'city girl', who would have thought that I would end up this way? If I wasn't destined to be here, I'll never realize how much a small place could offer. How green the trees could be. How blue the skies could be. How silence can bring so much good. It's nice, to just sit and look over. Everything we could see, hear, taste and feel, thanks to Allah Al-Khaliq (The Creator) and Al-Hafiz (The Preserver). And to Him everything shall return; Al-Mumit (The Destroyer).

"It's nice being away. I think it's important to get away from where you've grown up for some of your life." - unknown.


Friday, September 21, 2012

Mandi garam: Target areas

On Tuesdays and Thursdays I'm free after 11.30 AM. That's my gym time. On both of these days, I usually just wear sweat pants or dry fit pants, a dri fit sports bra, a t-shirt on top, a sweater, a pair of flip flops and off to school.  I pack my indoor sneakers inside my bag, along with a water bottle, a banana/bar and of course, ear phones. Maybe next time I can start bringing a towel so I can shower at the gym. I know my activities will be restrained when midterms, tests and group projects pile up and I have to stay back on campus. No me gusta.

My target areas are thighs, love handles, and arms. I don't have flat abs so it should be a target area too but I don't do any ab-focused exercises, at least not now. Maybe I should add that to my routine soon.

What do I do there? I run, I cycle, I do the machines, and I lift light weights with more repetitions. If you want to gain muscles, go for heavier weights. If you just want toned up arms, lighter weights with more reps shall do the trick.

I start with cardio. I run for about 20-35 minutes while watching cartoons on the screen.



Then I cycle for 20-45minutes on my favourite machine ever. The bike! I have a bike there that I call my own. It's nicely placed in that gym and I only cycle on that particular one. Picky kan? The best thing about this machine is it burns a lot of calories in a minute (way more than running) and it's got over 50 channels for me to watch. Well, at least the ones in this gym has. Last Tuesday, I was so into this People's Court show (a reality court case show). Right after the 30 minute show, I burned almost 300 calories with slow cycles.  That's just cycling. You run, you lift weights, you do squats, you do machines, you can burn more than 500 calories under 1 hour if you're consistent. I'm never consistent so it took me about 2 hours plus to get to that level. Especially when People's Court is on! I can't focus haha.


Another machine that I often use: the hip abductor. I read that this machine can sometimes be dangerous to your muscles: "Muscle isolation is dangerous because it causes undue stress on the joint involved in the exercise. Our bodies and muscles are designed to work in a synergistic way, not in isolated blocks." I should read more into this.




Live healthier

For me, each gym session would normally take 1 to 1.5 hours, 2 or 3 times a week. Except when there's People's Court I could stay for another hour lol. I do different types of workouts at home. You'd be surprised by the things you could use at home to replace exercise equipment. I love Jillian Michael's workouts and sometimes I just go on Youtube to change things up a little bit.

I eat big after each session. Preferably within 45 minutes (maybe up to 60) after working out. This period, known as the golden hour, is when the muscles absorb the most nutrients! I don't have the healthiest diet but I try not to eat too much oily food. I got rid of my junk food habit about more than a year ago. No carbonated drinks and avoid fast food. But it's not like I don't eat fast food at all. Once in a while, I call the pizza delivery, buy a box of deep fried wedges, bake cakes. Moderation is the key.

But it's easier here. You buy your own groceries, you get to pick what you want. Whether it's gluten-free or soy-based or organic or whatever. The cost of living is expensive so we avoid eating out to save up. You cook, you eat your own food, that's the best option. Coconut milk and red meat are my enemies now, sadly. They give me this terrible headache. It's my high cholesterol level that I need to fix before it gets worse. So I use full cream milk instead.

I 'inherited' this lifestyle from a friend and I think I just got used to it. It's really not that hard as I thought it would be. I mean, 2 or 3 times a week, 1 to 1.5 hours per session, that's not bad right? It's still hard to say no to a bag of chocolate chip cookies but it's all in the head!

Thursday, September 20, 2012

I time traveled

I've been trying to convince everybody that God had speed up the clock by 2 hours this morning. Nobody believes me! Why?

So here's the story.

I was supposed to sit for a quiz this morning at 8.30 AM. So I had my alarm fixed at 6.45 AM the night before. After the alarm went off, I pressed "off". Then, I looked at the time, it was 6.46 am. I figured, "ok lah nasib baik baru 6.46 am. Nak browse Twitter kejaplah for 5 minutes then I can terus bangun before subuh habis." I opened the twitter app on my blackberry. I browsed the timeline, I replied a friend's tweet and browsed the timeline again. Just when I was about to lay my phone down and rise from my bed, it was already 8 freaking 24 AM. I swear people, I time traveled.

No, I did not fall back asleep after the alarm went off. I LOOKED at the time it was 6.46 AM. For goodness sake, I browsed twitter siap reply tweet lagi. Siap plan, ok lepas tu boleh breakfast before pergi sekolah. And then Boom! It was 8.24 AM. Explain that! Firasat saya mengatakan, something bad was bound to happen betwen 6.46 to 8.24 AM so God had speed up the clock to save me! LOL. I know it sounds ridonkulous but I'm not joking! I really, really, really time traveled.

Ok sambung.

Shocked, I thought "Day-light saving mode dah start ke?!" (time during which clocks are set one hour ahead of local standard time; usually in November). Still in denial, I turned on my trusty laptop just to look at the time. It was indeed 8.24 AM. "Weh! Weh! Wehhhh!" Terjerit-jerit I. I called the cab, brushed my teeth, reached for my pair of jeans, pulled out my sweater and off to school. Then the professor decided to postpone the quiz. What! Thanks a lot lah. I didn't get the chance to look at myself in the mirror as I had another class entailing the first one and I was so drawn into what happened this morning. I realized then, after 3 hours, that my hair was defying gravity all the while. Great.

TRUE STORY, BRO. I should be on the Ellen show or something.